xiaO-piiggy

moving!

2009-10-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

MOVING:

http://g-nie.tumblr.com/

FLASHBACKS

2009-09-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

the reason im blogging here, is because, i believe my close ones wont visit anymore,
so..i dun need any comments, sympathy and i need jus a place to write out, where no one see?!
ytd, was slpin alone, and ii dun noe why, kept tinking..young till now. once in awhile, i will suddenly recall. everything. and nth's happy. since young, im honest. quite. i dun lie, maybe it's like this, and it turn out this way before. being honest, having bad attitude.
but does anyone think why ii show you attitude?! im being quiet when things happen, i dun wan any quarrels, so stayed quiet, giving a face. can you think, what if i started talking, nothing good comes out too. isnt it, so why must make things so bad when i myself wont think a while, cool down, and join back?! so friends, if you see this, when things happen, jus ignore me, jus like how ii ignore you. alright, would apologise and things could be solve?! im born this way. not what i want, and I WONT CHANGE. it's me, and how i handle things, i could just dump everything, having me alone, it just feel better.
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i tink that having me is a mistake, isnt it.
i know how i've come about. i shldn't be here.
making everyone's llife as bad as mine.
im an apple in nobody's eyes.
was in a broken family, even b4 i was born. i could say.
although it only struck me at the age of 6?!
everything was just normal, i know nth b4 that.
i could not do much.
one day, was in sch, kindergarden,
it was the day, he bought his new car too, and before ii left for sch,
it was weird that my mum does not want to follow?! something like that..
and ii still rmb, we will wave from carpark to hse window?!
it was the last time, we did that.
my dad pick me up half way during sch.
which was, weird. i din expect anything. i dun noe why.
he brought me home, the first thing he said was "ur mum dont want you alrdy"
pointing at the make up table, having nothing on the desk,
her make up box, was gone. so it was real.
if i din rmb wrongly, i called my mum, and half way through talkin,
was crying badly, which cause me to vomit. and so, i left the phone on the bed
and to the toilet bowl, my mum was still on the other side of the phone,
my dad hung up the call. and i was suppose to head back to sch,
having feeling sad, but ii forgot if ii return to sch or my grandma hse.
why?! a kid like me have to go through all this, i bet my brothers went through too.
i feel that im sucha bitch. i feel im a kid, who spoilt my brothers's family.
they still treat me as normal. i hate it. i shld not have such good brother dun i?!
and after a few days?! weeks?! months?! or b4 i dun rmb.
i was blame for making my grandfather injured. i am clear that im not the one!
and at that time, my gugu, grandparents and my cousin was there.
no one stop-ed my uncle's wife to hit me...it's not me.
no one, no one ask her to stop and make things clear.
and ii was whacked for nth. my dad's not there, my mum's not there?!
who can ii tell?! even if ii said that it's not me, who would believe?!
ii tink up till now, only those ppl who are there know what happened that particular day, they just stand and watch. i cant believe that no one came and stop her.
i was really dissapointed, and feel that, after my mum left, no one will treat me better.
during my mum bdae, she taught me how to record voice mail.
but ii dun think i succeed, i did it in a very secretive manner. why?!
why do ii need to be like that to talk to her, to leave voicemail to her?!
soon, ii entered primary, one time my mum fetched me from sch,
usually i will go home with my brother and grandpa, to my grandma hse beside the sch.
that day was happy to see my mum, and ii tink she asked me to go up to tell my grandma,
ii forgot, was it two things or is it one thing,
i jus know that, my grandma dislike my mum. when ii was sayin bye to my grandma,
she jus turned ard, and stare. she said nth, but a stare.
another time, i was at home b4 goin to sch,
my mum was there, and ii tink my dad was home in the afternoon,
and my mum promise me that, she will wait for me to wake up after my nap
and bring me to sch. she put a bottle of milk beside my bed to assure me.
but when ii was awake, she was gone.
ii choose to stay with my mum, and so ii stayed at waipo's hse.
ii oso think that, im not supposed to be there,
having to squeeze in a room with aunty, mum and grandma,
tv had to be shared by everyone, as my uncle was like,
wanting everyone to listen to him.
i was scold?! by him once, i dun noe why, but ii just dont like him.
every CNY?! or whatever, there's celebration,
no one would bother about me. i jus feel left out.
like grandma, she will ask about other cousins, uncle auntys..
no one would even bother to talk about me. im nth.
the only thing ii know that is, my 4th aunt will still rmb my bdae up till now.
although nth from her, ii still appreciate it.
ii still rmb-ed when im small, ii used to make bdae wishes.
the only wish that ii wanted was to have my mum and dad to be together again.
which ii now know, it's impossible, but ii still really wish.
having to see my classmates, sayin about thier family,
i've got nth to say. watchin shows, with family getting back together,
i feel im such a lousy person. why cant mine be like theirs.
ii use to follow my dad's brother on weekends in the past,
but im thinking, why am i with uncle and not my dad?!
how weird isnt it?! and so ii stopped following my uncle..
and soon, ii choose to follow my dad. actually was slpin with him and that bitch.
but suddenly one day, i was asked to slp in my brother's room, alone.
i was of course scared, they were enjoying their tv and air con,
while im in the other room, scaring myself out.
and the room they were in was my dad's study room in the past,
and the room where my parents was slpin is being the study room. wtf.
and one time, the bitch when in the room to get her clothes..
and ii was there too, she said "better dun stay inside too long, very dirty"
eh hello?! WHO'S MORE DIRTY?! nb! YOU OR THE BLOODY ROOM!
I HOPE YOU HAVE LIVER CANCER LAH! smoke so much!
and got the other time, after my mum left,
one night, my dad drove me out, to fetch the bitch. ii tink is the other one before the real bitch came in. she was better lookin and kind.
living with my dad was not very good,
he only work, work. whole day.
one sat, i tink he wanted to go to office,
and ii insist, that ii does not want.
and he said that he would leave me at home alone.
so he did, but he came back afterawhile
after i've drawn a picture of devil, with black crayon,
and an angel, with ii dun know what coulor,
and ii purposely dump it in the basket that he used,
but ii dun think he saw it. cause ii crashed it.
i still rmb-ed how ii like the bread with sugar and luncheon meat he made.
and the instant noodles that he cooked. super nice.
and once, at nite, he cooked for me, at the new hse,
and that bitch asked him to wipe and all,
f***ing hell. aint she. who say dad cant cook for daughter!
i hate her man! seriously, she's jus brainless, or brain w/o juice.
and weekends, if im back to my grandma hse late, my mum sometimes would scold me.
it's not what ii want what. zzz. and got once,
i dare not go back. i rmb, i would kiss him on the cheek b4 he left in the past, and wave goodbye at the kitchen window. to make sure he leave alrdy.
continue next time...

FAKE.

2009-08-02T12:12:00.003+08:00

dont know who say wan to stop EVERYTHING!
still lingering..sucha fake arse.
since when you guys have WORRIES.
talking NONSENSE.ii guess you jus have nothing better to do. JUST LIKE ME.
thickskinned.

2009-07-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

LOVE!
BAZOOKA WON!! lols.
keep ur rifle. hahahas. mine better. (:
it might seem that im the one who destroyed it.
but...through the years.
i've been waiting to be someone.
but sorry, disappoint me. over and over again.
i've swallowed everything for 4years.
not one, not two, but FOUR.

2009-07-28T09:02:00.002+08:00

sorry i dun have a dictionary on my own.
the one who dun understand is you please.
parents let you study. end up what you become.?
dun tink you thank them luh. only dissapoint them.
and sorry hor, if i would wan to appreciate, the one wont be you luh.
haha, how funny. why would i dont know who cared and who dont!!
my dad, i realise that i've been skipping sch in year one,
so now no matter how tired, i would jus get out of the hse and come to sch.
even if im sick, i jus rejected the MC from the doctor.
just what?! dont wan to waste his HARD EARNED MONEY.
you jus let them throw their money, benefit others in the sch who use the facilities.
dun you tink you are same as me, everything you said is right, and i must follow?!
even if im pitiful, i dun need you to pity me luh.
i wont waste my brain juice on ppl whom i think i shouldnt luh.
someone, but NOT YOU. it would be someone else, but definitely NOT YOU.
did you talk to me?! you are jus kpo-ing luh. my post oso dun concern you.
and ii told you TO FORGET AND ERASE ME, den now come kp me.
waste ur memory space, my fault ar?! who dun listen to who first.
why MUST I LISTEN TO YOUR WORDS AGAIN?! sorry hor, once bitten twice shy.
not being a dog of yours anymore hor, go find substitude lah.
if you dun come kp, ii would agitate you meh?! who started should stop right?!
no one ask you to come visit my blog hor. you come on ur own please.
and complain in ur own blog. no one asked you to do so.
and if what i said is not true why would you be so worked up?!
im not affected by you luh. why you so vex?! come kp den ask me to stop.
you should be the one stopping luh seriously.
i alrdy wrote in my blog IM PERFECTLY IMPERFECT. AND SCAM IF YOU HATE ME.
UNDERSTOOD?! need me to screw the words in ur head?!

2009-07-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

say so much to you oso no use,
you just dont get what ii meant, so dumb.
pathetic. waste parents money. send you to sch
let you learnt nothing and let you skip sch.
dun know how to appreciate that there's a sch that's willing to accept you.
people wan oso dun have. At least ii know who to talk back who not to.
there's times where ii wanted to send her sms back to ask her to stop.
but what held me back?! cause she knows how to appreciate and she's too kind.
learn from her man. she so struggled with attachment and stuffs. try to have a better living.
thanks to everyone who needed to be thanked. appreciate them.
ii still respect her she's worth it all.
and please lah..read my blog and kpkb. not referring to you oso wan to cham in.
"to whom it may concern" post oso not for you. who wan to concern you.
nothing better to do isit. you jus dont listen to others when they cared for you.
everything im saying REFERS to you and only YOU.

2009-07-27T09:23:00.008+08:00

hah, im totally right that you will reply to my post.
oh, so you mean she is your dog, and you are her dog too?
i meant you are HER DOG nad SHE'S ur dog. bimbo.
thot you say you hate seeing us.
seeing us, oo so BLOG is you guys lah.
ii dun know humans have such power to transform into blog.
den why do you still come to my blog?
it's my freedom to do anything right, and why so kpo, come to my blog too, and the post oso not answering to you. extra nia.kns.
so you like saying fuck everytime when you enter my blog?
did ii say fuck in ur blog?! only you will fuck here fuck there lah. i din even mention the word luh.
so you delete us in your friends list, but why not blog?
I DELETED LAH. DUMBO.
afterall, you still the same.
same, hahas. of cause im the same lah. not like you, from a innocent to a despo.

another useless one.

2009-07-26T15:41:00.001+08:00

totally is a waste of having you in my memory space.
- since when im in ur memory. aint it what ii said, JUST ERASE ME OFF! h-c-t-a-i-b.
from now, you are nothing to me.
- since when im something to you, maybe a dog?! WOOF!
i tink ur jus her dog and she's urs too.
i must say, i'm so unlucky to know you.
- whose more unlucky?! despo.
well, they bring me up.
- that's ur problem. they brought me down cause im nothing to each and everyone of ya.
seriously acting cute luh. childish freaks.

blog skin changed.

2009-07-22T20:08:00.001+08:00

changed blog skin. although im not here all the time but..i feel like changing it.
this skin makes me go GAGA. hahas.
simple and nice. not very nice. but still i like. (:

to whom it may concern. and bloody leave me alone.

2009-07-21T22:41:00.004+08:00

wtf. when i wanna post something NOW!! right at this moment this damn blogger died on me!! WHY!! damn..okay whatever, i will do this like this. you all wont know what happen to this bloody thing.
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Towned on Sat, Saw someone i seriously dun feel like seeing(good if ur reading cause you are the person).
-okay, as if i wan to see you guys, i alrdy hide till no place hide le. and i SCREAMED the word "F.U.C.K" out from tha bottom of ma heart, ass, lungs, eyes, mouth, nosehole whatever, when i bloody see you guys. which is a shitzxszxs ass moment.
Those memories just flashed back, i thought we are really good friends.
- ya we were, but not them, you(the guys), them(tha girls) are two different substances.
the guys: im sorry for what i've done that day or maybe the days before that, i made you guys in difficult positions. im SORRY. so it would be better and if i did not say that at that time, i wont have the courage to ask you guys out again yea. so jus draw a line across. and that's it.
the girls: i've nth more to say bout them/they.
so, dont put you and them together.
me no contact with the guys and the girls, two different thing. get it right.
how can u do something like that?
- LIKE WHAT?!
it doesn't matter if u dislike me but someone who treated u like a real sister?
-who?! them?! treated me like sister?! like fuck?! when?! when did they keep me in mind?!
just despicable.you lose a bunch of good friends that really cared for you but not anymore, how sad.
- all i can say is, if the bad dont go, how would the good come?! okay, not as in they are bad, they are to me, but not the rest. im not sad, hahas. IM STRONGER yea. who's goin to be sad. like DUH. if friends like them....i had them is jus lik i dont. ((:
you also lose all the respect i HAD for you.
- oh wells, it's ur choice not an option for me. i dont need it anymore anyways.
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the whole picture might not be clear to everyone of you. but i know deep down in my heart. how they treated me, how i treated them. it's the best of the best. it's just MAXIMAX. i know who am i how am i. that's the most important thing. comments to urselves if you know bit ans pieces. like atomism and holism, both mus be together to get the whole idea. by looking at the whole picture wont help if you did not know the small small things inside. vice versa by only bit and pieces, you cant know the whole thing. everything mus join and to CONCLUSION. anyways. I HATE UTs......I miss year one manxxxzzz.
GH IS RIGHT:
Friends are like elevator buttons, they can either take you up or bring you down, choose wisely.
CONCLUSION: they brought me down.

each and everyone of you.

2009-07-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

You told me
There’s no need
To talk it out
Cause it’s too late
To proceed
And slowly I took your words
No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I’m broken
But still I have to say

It’s Alright, OK
I’m so much BETTER WITHOUT YOU
I WONT BE SORRY
Alright, Ok
So DONT YOU BOTHER WHAT I DO
No MATTER WHAT YOU SAY
I WONT RETURN
Our bridge has burnt down
IM STRONGER NOW
Alright, Ok
IM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU
I WONT BE SORRY
You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn’t help but fall
So deep
But NOW I SEE THINGS CLEAR
Don’t waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
ITS WAY TOO LATE
IM CLOSING THE DOOR

2009-06-14T02:04:00.005+08:00

to her:
stop msging/disturbing me.
it ended, not cause of you. but them.
too late for any guilty, sorrys. nothing gonna change.
thing wont change abit even if you all said you will.
i've tolerate for more than 2years?! 3 years. no use.
i've asked, and told you guys and begged, no one cares.
ask too much will make me soooo thick skin-ed. so ii let it be,
i've waited too, but things still dont happen.
if it happened, excuses would come up,
either is "you need to scc ur bf mah" or "not ii plan de"
jus fuck the whole thing up. dun wan say dun wan,
dun need to find ways for urself to escape.
that's not much im asking for if we're more than normal friends.
just treat that, im just using you guys lah,
jus forget about everything.
my bad, my wrong okay.
for being sucha fool to agree to be a substitute for anyone.
and being a "transparent" friend.
ii treated you guys more than a friend, but you guys?!
think, why would ii screamed "you guys are not my friends."
not that ii dont want or dont treat.
what ii get in return is nothing.
im not being childish here, im so tired of this already,
you all wont feel a thing.
so what if you all admit it already, things will change just for the beginning,
but not forever, so ii choose to end it for the better.
aint it better for both sides?! you all make me do this.
it's a choice and a decision. it's set, by me and you all.
forced me to do this last move.
you all still have fun w/o me isnt it?!
so there's not much impact on you guys what.
why wouldnt you jus let me go. and forget this pain in me,
over the past years?!
i cant say im totally happy,
but ii just feel that it's better for the both sides.
ii wan to get over this bad times and be relief.
im stubborn, so dont need to waste ur breath talking to me.

overdued. e36r bbq @ pasir ris.

2009-02-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

*click for bigger view. (:

friday the 13th with peggs!!

2009-02-15T00:17:00.004+08:00

my yummy big big superb BURGER!! sweetchilichickburger.
see!! so yummy!!
my peggs! the face like fat. =.=
the peri(s)..NICENICE!!
THERE, THE CHICKEN. reminds me of lecoqsportif.

my super bomb hair.
this's peggs. 1/4 chicken
my eyes, small.
her, ice choco?!
greentea?! no nice!!! but wjw and greg lik! =.=

<3

over due-ed pics.

2009-02-03T22:01:00.004+08:00

im so goin to croatia!
MACARONS = L.O.V.E

POOR WILLY WALLA.

last day in w35q

2009-02-03T14:49:00.002+08:00

2009-01-19T19:23:00.003+08:00

xmas presents and party @ MS.

2008-12-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

starburst and rock candy from ana. (:
im tinking how am i gonna finish this. =.=

top: x. bottom BJ.

say hi to my MAN. (:

frm BJ.

tata~!
door gift?!
the prize i got for playin the game.
my tag! (:

LING IS EXTRA!

DANCE EXAMS DANCE.

2008-12-22T15:44:00.006+08:00

kai xin fu hao

bo jian dai

hey girl

PREFECTS! cute lil juniors!!

2008-12-17T22:54:00.006+08:00

manyu me.
they, getting rdy for dance?!
the head!
bloody cutes!
nicolle!

playin games.

performing

singing tong hua.
they, bullyin melvin, doin the butt writting.

playing.
MY LOVES.

2008-12-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

changed both this and private blog's pic.

DONE.

2008-12-09T16:00:00.001+08:00

CAM WHORING WITH JULIA.

2008-11-12T19:51:00.007+08:00

see the shit at the tip of her tongue.
she love shit! (wanxin's)
ii tink the drug acting on her.
me shit.
me love shit too. made by wan xin the willy walla.
ii look abit dumb here.
so green.

what's with ma face?

she's headache over the ppt.
grr!

i love this

SUPERS CUTES

II TINK SHE'S JUS TOO STRESS DOIN PPT.
JUS TO EMPHASIS "MY EX SUCKS."
FAT FACE.
THIS TOO.

jies.

2008-11-09T12:22:00.002+08:00

APPLE VS ORANGE! =) lols!
dajie erjie me kel daph ling.
dajie erjie daph me.
kel me.

D2I <3

2008-10-30T22:04:00.003+08:00

WITH CHRIS!

ATTITUDE.

INFORMAL.

ME.

2008-10-27T09:55:00.004+08:00

SHYT GANG <3

2008-10-25T15:10:00.007+08:00

BOO!

2008-10-11T12:49:00.006+08:00

JUJU and me.
RARS!!

SADDAM.....he likes to scratch his neh.
actually, ii wanted to make cock eye..but..
julia looks scarys.
me look like toot, with horny face.

aiman and saddam.

CANDID! but it's nicey!
BOX.

carine's mei tui.
candid too.

slow reaction.
i loves this pic.

this look lik mr "something" horny.

i got no space, so...

cover my double chin! wahah.

ROARS!

ii think ii look like "something" monkey.

erm. the camera lag lag..
mirror image.

was on the phone with peggs.

IM SORRYS. told ya im taking lotsa pics nowadays.

2008-09-18T22:53:00.007+08:00

webcaming with loon in sch! see the faci! SO HOT!
see our CONV! & ii saw his faci during break that day!
today's

ROARS! (bumble bee colour)
zy say this hair style like damn stupid!
it cant be seen properly in DP! argh!
this too! which become no nice!
in class.

carine! handworking girl!
AIMAN unwinding the spring!
see how near he is to the door! DUMB enough to sit there!

see that shit on top! tangled!
aint my faci cute! (SADDAM EXTRA!)

his lappy is damn small! as cute as him!
she dun wanna sent me those can see face one!

see!! NO FACE ONE ALL!
playin burst in MS, the rest still with her, she went offline half way!

CHINESE GARDEN

2008-09-16T21:45:00.028+08:00

in MS and chinatown (:

2008-09-14T16:50:00.015+08:00

BOREDOM IN CLASS.

2008-09-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

chalet pics and videos.

2008-08-21T23:22:00.026+08:00

VIDEOS:

1.BBQ day 1
2. after BBQ day 1
3.gangbang xian.
4. xian 2

ON THE WAY TO BEDOK....

mii lijia

agains..

@bedok

the amt of things we bought.. peggs got to sit on floor cos 5persons.
peggs me.

@reached chalet...

NBB (lester called it NO BIMBOs & BITHCHES (: ) inside joke. tryin to shift all beds to one room
them doin while ii watched (:
lester(kang gong guy) loon
shifting the frame aways

@ on the way to changi village

RSAF CHALET.

sealand RD

aloha changi.

was kanna scream-ed when ii took tis pic, cos was in e middle of the road.zz

the print on the road.

the cars are super cool! slanted.

changi club hse.

changi hotel if not wrong. there's a lvl for ppl to have S.E.X ;said by lester.

i look like im from urban.

rubbish foods.

test test.

chipster.

loon starting fire.

di sia0-ing (:

i look so noobs.

they seem to be so happy starting fire.

fire.

agains.

im helpin hor!

i told you they are happy doin it!

trying to make "fireflies"

acting nias.

seesee!! i helped to make it!

thems.

i like-d this pic.

ii took in from the inside, restings.

supers nices.

kent (faci) lester.

>.<

we did the same face!

they washing

what a face. o.o

c(h)orny guy.

wings! wings turn out to be bitter. :/

im slackings.

hiaks.

im not drunk. wonder why so reds.

erm.s

PRAWNYS!

arranging wings with loon takin ice to drink.

PRAWNS

they food, smart ppls use newspaper to cover. *shake heads*

wing girl.

prawns again.

magarine girl.

*slurps*

ii really have no idea what peggs doing.

think this is how she attract the cats.

SOTONGS.

super delicious okays!

me peggs

yuki peggs

foods peggs

foods me

me on the pit.

he's switchin channel frm the outside.

NB(B)

outside toilet on steps

v.v

MR.KENT (richman!)

look at this ii tink im gonna fall.

steeps.
me peggs; resting.
cuiting me.
sal me; i said his eyes so smal den.........
he try to open up his eyes.=.=
lester me.
lijia me
yuki ct lijia me peggs
ct yuki lijia me peggs
points kent.
them bbqing
peggs
lijia peggs
peggs ct; me behind
me cyrus
me peggs
me peggs ct
lijia me ct peggs.
JACK DANIELS'
w/o me and peggs.
us.
b4 kent left.
agains.
....................
i love this pic.

@ jumping.

trying.

again.

i jumped too fast.

too fast.

yuki joined.

ct and loon joined.

succeed!

lijia look super funnys.

woo!

ME! please dun enlarge the pic cos ii look super fugly.

@ day 2

they playings.

she took my cam to zilians.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

she say this pic look nice.

my turns.

eeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i love making this face.

us.

hahas.

peggs and jl.

@ toy'r'us

lijia.

childish ppls

lijia.

they wanted to measure if peggs is taller than the green thing.

20 yr old kid.

erm.

i dun noe what is she doing.

the white patch behind.........(:

y do they keep standing behinds!!!

eeyore

tigger.

i spoilt the pic.

super nice to hugs.

see the old kid.

BIG BIRD.

ELMO!

the guys did this.

BOB.

she's so tiny lah.

zilian agains.

@in toilet b4 heading back.

forgot to off flash.
lijia me peggs.
peggs me.
outside haven.
outside haven.
inside, the red patch inbetween the trees; sun.
i like this pics.
the plane; misses.

@ in changi haven!

the haven.

see!!!!!! GORGEOUS!

LOOK!!! SO LOVE-ABLE!

OUTSIDE HAVEN

the path..i

i left my footprint there.

long way to go in life..

agains.

<3>

me peggs.

peggs.

i tink this pic is quite nice.

cheerleading girl. jump so high.

okays.
@ bbq; DAY2

foods!

peggs me.

peggs look so not nice here.

lijia (wets) me. jl starting fire.
xian me.

-ENDS-

chalet video and pics.

2008-08-03T20:16:00.013+08:00

AIDAN AND HUI }link to that video.

ZILIANS PICS.

2008-07-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

im bored, so...........................

MS PICS. continued..

2008-07-13T03:13:00.004+08:00

TOMMY! (he's in a SEXY pose!)
MS 27 & 25?!
siling?! me daph.
again.
JUMP JUMP JUMP!
JUMPY JUMP JUMP! MS-RIANS!
hee. BYE! (xieshun is behind?!!!)

PICTURES pon class DAY!

2008-07-12T11:24:00.005+08:00

FIRSTLY, PRESENT THE...

PEGGY!
>.<
both of us!
wanna lick her face but too far. NATATA AND SHILLA.(look at her face)
guys CS-ing.
hmm.
BYE!

IN LOVE WITH YOU.

2008-07-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

男:Just a gentle whisper
told me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
女:Tell me that you love me
tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting you

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
合:Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true I'm in love with you
男:Now we're here together
yesterday has past
Life is just beginning
close to you at last
And I promise to you
I will always be there
I give my all to you
女:Living life without you
合:is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever
男:I'll be there....
合:I'll be there for you

I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one
who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever
holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
男:Love has found 女:love has found
合:a way~~~
女:I'm in love 男:I'm so in love
女:Woo~~~ 男:Yes, I'm in love 女:Ahee~~~
男:I'm so in love
合:with you

ILOVEYOU.

MS DAY!

2008-07-06T10:48:00.010+08:00

huang qin lun!! love his high vocal!

dance studio! LOVE THE MIRRORS!
the window.
got edited version! will upload.
=)
=e
?!
the room.
=E
=]
=o

hmm

BYE.

PS.MORE TO COME. waiting for daph to send.

PHOTOS

2008-06-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

MS CONCERT.
b4 dance.

i laughed lik mad cos of tis pic!

out with pegg ang and enz

2008-06-22T12:48:00.003+08:00

with E36R! bdae!

2008-06-05T01:53:00.009+08:00

AH CUI and me
my friends!
lijia
MY CAKE FROM THEM!
WHILE TAKING OTHER PIC..zz
the GIRLS and a few gays!
again!
ANGELA AND ME! the GUYS, NANREN and ah cui!
hmm?!
the GUYS!
erm.wat am i doing?
my shirt looks big?!
cut cut cut!
again!
CUT.
PLATES!
erm.WHAT IS NANREN DOING?!
ME PEGGY!
ME PEGGY!
NATASHA! she noe how to break dance!
SHILLA!
>.< RANDOM!
KERENIA ME!
ME GISELLE
kerenia can carry peggy!
ENZ ME
RANDOM;NANREN TOOK IT..zz
MY LOVE!

❤!

NO PHOTOS!

2008-05-27T22:00:00.010+08:00

jus putting up my wishlist here cos i dun upload pics often..so ya..
I WANT! :
~~1) havianas?!~~
2) camera!!
3) shorts/HOODIES
4) PHONE W960i
4) watch sunrise
5) go mount faber
6) lappy bag
7) CLASS TEE
8) NEW SPECTS(black framed)
~~9) CYCLING~~
~~10) PIERCING~~
~~11) DANCING~~
~~12) HAIRCUT~~
~~13) HAIR DYE?!/HIGHLIGHT~~
14) I LOVE YOU!! (crap)

EDITED ON: 1ST JUNE 08 9PM.
hahas..did a outdated quiz..cos as ii said, im BORED!
How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.
1)How are you feeling today?
♥ 音乐让我说
; yea, music is my life.
2)Will you get far in life?
♥ if i let you go
;lols..maybe if i let you go i wont get far?!
3)How do your friends see you?
♥ RIGHT HERE WAITING
; ?? they keep waiting for me?! NO! ii dun late..=)
4)Will you get married?
♥ 蔷蔷
; oh no! no I WAN TO GET MARRIED! pls boy..DONT DIE B4 ME! ))))))))))))))))))):
5)What is your best friend's theme song?
♥ JUST LOSE IT?!
;lose what?! back what?! who's back?! let dance?! lols.
6)What is the story of your life?
♥ 背影
; lols..i love this song..but ii dun wan to live my life so sad-ly. i dun wan to be jus a shadow of urs.
7)What was high school like?
♥ 你是我的眼
; whose my eyes den?! BOOKS?! lols.
8)How can you get ahead in life?
♥ YESTERDAY?!
; lols..it ask me to look back?!
9)What is the best thing of your friends?
♥ RULE THE WORLD
; we RULE THE WORLD! woohoo.
10)What’s in store for this weekend?
♥ BUTTONS
; lols! it's a old song. pardon me?!
11)Describe your grandparents.
♥ 假装
; the broke up once and got to take another as a stranger?!
12)How’s your life going?
♥ GIRLFRIEND.
; hahas..yea. i dun lik his EX-GF!! lols! not really dun lik lah! hahahs
13)What song will they play at your funeral?
♥ 我不配
; hahas..im not fit to die?! lols..HOPE SO! nice song though.
14)How does the world see you?
♥ 不痛
;i've no pain living?! BULLSHIT! it's a pain for my to LIVE!
15)Will you have a happy life?
♥ SORRY BLAME IT ON ME
; lols..SO SADDENING..blame everyting on me..
16)Do people secretly lust after you?
♥ i need you
; dots.
17)How can you make yourself happy?
♥ 记得
; this quiz keep ask me to look at the past..zzz..
18)What should you do with your life?
♥ 彩虹
; rainbow?! colour up my life?!
19)Will you ever have children?
♥ 幸福的风
; ??..i dun noe..tink so..since it's xing fu..
20)What song would you strip to?
♥ 炫耀
;LMAO..although it's show off..but it's a slow/sad song..how to strip?!
21)What does your mum think of you?
♥ MY LOVE WILL GET YOU HOME
; nah..i dun tink so..her love is nth to me..SORRY I DUN NEED YOUR LOVE! give it to some ah peh bah!
22)What is your deep, dark secret?
♥ MAYBE IT'S YOU
; hmm..it's him..it's not a secret!
23)What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
♥ ABOUT YOU NOW
; ?? i dun have any enemy..maybe..hahas..IT'S BOUT HER! but why would ii bother?!
24)What’s your personality like?
♥ 阳光宅男
; maybe..outdoor type..=)
25)What song will be played at your wedding?
♥ 越爱越难过
; erm..pls dun be dumb to play it on my wedding!!! i will cry man!

FIRE WORKS!

2008-05-24T01:28:00.005+08:00

GISELLE ENZ ME
THE 4 OF US
WATER FOOLS
AGAIN!
PEG ENZ GISELLE
PEG'S MEI TUI..ii was setting my cam actually.
me peg! ii dun noe how the effect came about..=.=..
me..sarcastic
again..the effect..zzz
the BRIDGE?!
SINGAPORE FLYER!!! believe it or not..cos my cam is being dumb..
the flyer!
top!
side!
waiting for enz! he spent a long time in toilet lo!
bo liao..
peg mii giselle

CIAO~!

FONDUE DAY!

2008-05-19T21:37:00.006+08:00

TAKEN BY MR.WEEJW
TAKEN BY MR WEE OSO
YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD.
CHOCO+NUTS
b4 boiling..=.=
take for fun
my nails..NOT THE WALL
apples bananas ice cream waffles mash
1st plate
the ceiling
lalala
dots.
STAGE PLASTIC/PAPER BAG
ANOTHER VIEW
THE CAP
WE'RE DONE!
MESSY!
ME WITH 63BUCKS CAP!
ZI PAI
HIAK!
MISTY BLUE
HE ASKED FOR A PIC..zzz

MARINA SQUARE

2008-05-17T15:52:00.004+08:00

VIEW 1
VIEW 2
VIEW 3
VIEW 4
VIEW 5
VIEW 6
MY PORRIDGE
YUKI FACE KANNA CUT SO...
LESTER HEAD GONE?!
YUKI GONE AGAIN..
AND LASTLY..=)

MY EYES ARE SO SWOLLEN!

CINELEISURE WITH E36R PEEPS

2008-05-10T23:04:00.017+08:00

LIJIA PEGGY
ME WEI LOON
WHAT THEY DOING?!
ME KHAI
V.V
TAKE WHAT TAKE!
GISELLE
ANGELA
ME PEGGY
ANGELA ME
KERENIA ME
GISELLE ME 1
GISELLE ME 2
LIJIA ME
ELAINE ME
ANGELA ME
PEGGY!!
myfinger ANG LIJIA GISELLE
RP!
LIJIA GISELLE PEG CYRUS
ME
ME ANGELA CY
ME ANG LJ GISELLE
ME ANGELA
LESTER ANGELA
LIJIA GISELLE(MAD)
outside SHOW'S shop
ME LESTER
LJ CYRUS GISELLE ME
LESTER PEGGY
ME ANG PEG LJ
PEGGY LIJIAME ELAINE
LESTER LIJIA
>O<
ME LSETER
PEGGY ENZ ELAINE
ME CYRUS?!
ONE LEG LO
BUY FOR ME.=(
LESTER PEGGY ME
LJ ENZ GISELLE YUKI PEGGY
LESTER ME ANG YUKI LJ
LESTER GISELLE ME PEG LJ ANG YUKI
ME ANG PEG YUKI
ME ANG LESTER YUKI
CUTE!
LESTER ME ELAINE
LESTER ME ELAINE
ME GISELLE
LESTER ME
OUR FEETs
COOL CAR!
here comes LJ PEG YUKI ENZ
ELAINE LESTER ME ENZ
E36R!
MEMEME
ANG LJ ME!
what they doing?!
PEGGY ENZ
EMO-ING
WHERE ARE YOU,mydear?!
PEGGY..
LESTER ME
LESTER LJ(SUPER CUTE)..YUKI
LESTER ME in topshop
AVIATAR
PEG MI LES
??????
I LOVE THIS!
FANG DA GEAN!
MUACKS! ciao.

2008-03-26T23:26:00.007+08:00

new blog up..eeeeeyeepps!!!

SO RELINK PLS:

WWW.AH-BER-NA.BLOGSPOT.COM

TQ!!!

new blog song

2008-03-26T11:00:00.002+08:00

爱里行动不便

追不上你的美

脚步再快跟不上你的嘴

分开我骗了谁

想擦掉你的脸

擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界在很远

我不了解

分手就分手别把话说得太美

我像个残废

飞不出你的世界

借不到一点安慰

为什么你拼命后退

退到了边界

结果我没了知觉

就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废

非弄得伤痕累累

累到我无力再追

最怕你突然要挽回

回到了原点

原点却又像终点

然后多痛一遍

爱里行动不便

追不上你的美

脚步再快跟不上你的嘴

分开我骗了谁

想擦掉你的脸

擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界在很远

我不了解

分手就分手别把话说得太美

我像个残废

飞不出你的世界

借不到一点安慰

为什么你拼命后退

退到了边界

结果我没了知觉

就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废

非弄得伤痕累累

累到我无力再追

最怕你突然要挽回

回到了原点

原点却又像终点

然后多痛一遍

我像个残废

飞不出你的世界

借不到一点安慰

为什么你拼命后退

退到了边界

结果我没了知觉

就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废

非弄得伤痕累累

累到我无力再追

最怕你突然要挽回

回到了原点

原点却又像终点

然后多痛一遍

我像个残废在爱里残废

2008-03-23T07:34:00.002+08:00

Today you will finally have the time you need to fully explore your feelings about someone. They've been sending you mixed signals, which has understandably frustrated and confused you. So it's a good thing you'll have some free time today to ponder just what the heck is going on here! Make this the last time you put your life on hold to deal with this person -- they've created enough confusion already. Decide what you want to do about the situation. Then don't give it any more thought.
dots..im lazy to tink..lols! and wat the..ii cant get back to slp..it's onli 7am in the morning lah! and damn hungry..how am ii gonna survive for the next 7hrs?! SHITTY!!! eeeeeeekkkkkkkk..poor geannie!!!! aww..sian sia! and onli ur onlined...wonder if uii got hm ytd anot..weird..UR WEIRD!!!! reali weird..9plus at nite go out buy tings..and not back by now?! weird rite?! haiis..=(

fever?!

2008-03-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

yepps..today woke up..was waiting..hahas..lols! and yes..MSG!!!! hahas..HAPPY! den ate my breakunch..den watch hei se huii..and waited..was actually meeting up..but..argh stupid last min tings! RUIN IT!! DAMN THEM!!! KILL LECTURERS! roars! let mii wait for so long!!!! DUMB ASSES! forget it..there will confirm be a next time!!! yepp..waiting for next meet up! tml or the day after..yepps..woowoowoo!!! ii tink im having fever..not sure..dun care..F*** THEM OFF!!! roars! tml goin sentosa with all the girls plus one man one gay! hahas..jkjk..two boys..hahas..hope to meet uii at nite!!! cos ii cant wait any longer!! yeppyepp!!! I MISS YOU! AH BER NA! NANANANANANANA...YOU BETTER BE ONLINE TONITE! WANNA HAVE A GD CHAT WITH YOU! HIAK! OKAY MISS YOU MANY MANY MANY MANY!
*PS sry for using so many vulgars in tis post! cos abit moody yea!!! and it's so sian!!!

you noe ii do..

BORING MAN!

2008-03-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

lols..my hands are pain lah! damn straws..folded hearts..haben finish..but ii surrender..cos my fingers are pain la! mus rest..40 hearts more to go!! yepps..and ii feel lik singing "LIAN REN WEI MAN" argh..hahas..dots..lols! 我们以后会变怎样我迫不及待想知道答案再靠近一点点就让你牵手再勇敢一点点我就跟你走你还等什么时间已经不多再下去只好只做朋友再向前一点点我就会点头再冲动一点点我就不闪躲不过三个字别犹豫这么久只要你说出口你就能拥有我我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情那么贴心却进不了心底你能不能快一点决定对我说我爱你.. yepps yepps..tis one!!! eeeeeeeeeyuck! so damn boring! haiis..okay shall stop..nth to post already..=.=..

HI! IM BACK!

2008-03-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

okays..woke up at 11.40++am..hahas..den watched er zuo ju er wen..half way..cos need to prepare..den went to bath at 3pm..den met huii on 335 and daph..den she came up and say VINCENT NG is inside!!!!!!!! den is LIK!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!! so we intend to go back next tues jus to see him! LOLS! hahas..den went mac cos daph wanted to eat..den headed to kpool after trying afew times of the catch tingy..played..and ling and xian joined..went to eat after tat..and back to arcade! CAUGHT A STICTH!!!! first try and got it..cos it's stacked up! woo!! pic later..hahas..ling got one too..den helped xian and huii to catch the mini keychain..small hamster! hahas..after tat jiu came hm lo! hiak!

KISS UR FONE AND LET IT WORK NORMALLY PLS!

HUII'S & XIAN'S

xian changed it..& huii's

MINE & LING'S